| Craziness that ensumes me....(is ensumes me a word if it isn't it should me) Anywhosers...God is so amazing. I have just finished reading an amazing book by John Eldrige Called Journey of Desire. Wow. It has made me think about lots of things. Made me look past the surface of the things I think I desire...to the true deepest parts of my heart to what I really desire. Sometimes we are too scared to look so deep into our desires because we are scared of what sinful things might be lurking there. However, I have found that once I toke the risk and dived down through the layers.....my deepest desires were for ultimately for God and every desire I have can only truly be fulfilled through him....wowsers....I love knowing Him more. |
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| . God is so amazing. I wish I could really express to Him how much he should be glorified. Learning to trust him more and more. It is crazy that sometimes the things of God and learning them seem so backwards. When we feel like we are slipping and have so many things we need to work on, it is really his process of him bringing us closer. To explain better in the process of dying to our self, the devil tries to make us feel like we are so far from the mark, when in fact we are recoginzing how much more we need to be like Christ, therefore coming so much closer to him. Wow. God is going to do amazing things in New Orleans. Praise him. |
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| Umm....getting back into xanga is a kind of interesting......writing daily events and what God has been teaching me Hung out with the bro wing for the first time.....they are cool guys....maybe we will hang out with them more....I feel like a little kid though....cause they are all so tall.... God is good. I can't concieve how much he loves me. It is crazy to know that I am his weakness. That he loves me so much that he would be come sooo weak just to be able to die for my sins on the cross. I literally made him weak in the knees. No one else could ever love you or me like that. WOW! He is good. |
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| As of now my view on the months: September has been a month of rather dullness and homework. October is looking pretty busy, but super awesome because of the New Orleans trip and all the stretching God shall do. November is going to be super cool because some of the coolest people are coming here to Tulsa for a weekend and I am going to Colorado for a weekend. December is the best one of all because Christ came for my sins! how fast this year is already going!!!!!!! |
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| I think everyone should at least once a month go for a drive. Just take off. Put on some music you love and go. It can be only five minutes or like for me tonight half an hour. It is good stuff. Just talking to God and driving around, too bad life isn't always that simple. |
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